She realized that she had permitted herself the utterly relaxing sleep of great fatigue, and this suggested something of her own unconscious assessment on personal security within Stilgar's troop. She turned in the hammock that had been fashioned of her robe, slipped her feet to the rock floor and into her desert boots.
I must remember to fasten the boots slip-fashion to help my stillsuit's pumping action, she thought. There are so many things to remember.
She could still taste their morning mealâthe morsel of bird flesh and grain bound within a leaf with spice honeyâand it came to her that the use of time was turned around here: night was the day of activity and day was the time of rest.
Night conceals; night is safest.
She unhooked her robe from its hammock pegs in a rock alcove, fumbled with the fabric in the dark until she found the top, slipped into it.
How to get a message out to the Bene Gesserit? she wondered. They would have to be told of the two strays in Arrakeen sanctuary.
Glowglobes came alight farther into the cave. She saw people moving there, Paul among them already dressed and with his hood thrown back to reveal the aquiline Atreides profile.
He had acted so strangely before they retired, she thought.
Withdrawn.
He was like one come back from the dead, not yet fully aware of his return, his eyes half shut and glassy with the inward stare. It made her think of his warning about the spice-impregnated diet:
addictive.
Are there side effects? she wondered.
He said it had something to do with his prescient faculty, but he has been strangely silent about what he sees.
Stilgar came from shadows to her right, crossed to the group beneath the glowglobes. She marked how he fingered his beard and the watchful, cat-stalking look of him.
Abrupt fear shot through Jessica as her senses awakened to the tensions visible in the people gathered around Paulâthe stiff movements, the ritual positions.
“They have my countenance!” Stilgar rumbled.
Jessica recognized the man Stilgar confrontedâJamis! She saw then the rage in Jamisâthe tight set of his shoulders.
Jamis, the man Paul bested!
she thought.
“You know the rule, Stilgar,” Jamis said.
“Who knows it better?” Stilgar asked, and she heard the tone of placation in his voice, the attempt to smooth something over.
“I choose the combat,” Jamis growled.
Jessica sped across the cave, grasped Stilgar's arm. “What is this?” she asked.
“It is the amtal rule,” Stilgar said. “Jamis is demanding the right to test your part in the legend.”
“She must be championed,” Jamis said. “If her champion wins, that's the truth in it. But it's said. . . .” He glanced across the press of people. “. . . that she'd need no champion from the Fremenâwhich can mean only that she brings her own champion.”
He's talking of single combat with Paul!
Jessica thought.
She released Stilgar's arm, took a half-step forward. “I'm always my own champion,” she said. “The meaning's simple enough for....”
“You'll not tell us our ways!” Jamis snapped. “Not without more proof than I've seen. Stilgar could've told you what to say last morning. He could've filled your mind full of the coddle and you could've bird-talked it to us, hoping to make a false way among us.”
I can take him, Jessica thought, but that might conflict with the way they interpret the legend.
And again she wondered at the way the Missionaria Protectiva's work had been twisted on this planet.
Stilgar looked at Jessica, spoke in a low voice but one designed to carry to the crowd's fringe. “Jamis is one to hold a grudge, Sayyadina. Your son bested him andâ”
“It was an accident!” Jamis roared. “There was witch-force at Tuono Basin and I'll prove it now!”
“. . . and I've bested him myself,” Stilgar continued. “He seeks by this tahaddi challenge to get back at me as well. There's too much of violence in Jamis for him ever to make a good leaderâtoo much ghafla, the distraction. He gives his mouth to the rules and his heart to the sarfa, the turning away. No, he could never make a good leader. I've preserved him this long because he's useful in a fight as such, but when he gets this carving anger on him he's dangerous to his own society.”
“Stilgar-r-r-r!” Jamis rumbled.
And Jessica saw what Stilgar was doing, trying to enrage Jamis, to take the challenge away from Paul.
Stilgar faced Jamis, and again Jessica heard the soothing in the rumbling voice. “Jamis, he's but a boy. He'sâ”
“You named him a man,” Jamis said. “His mother
says
he's been through the gom jabbar. He's full-fleshed and with a surfeit of water. The ones who carried their pack say there's literjons of water in it. Literjons! And us sipping our catch-pockets the instant they show dew-sparkle.”
Stilgar glanced at Jessica. “Is this true? Is there water in your pack?”
“Yes.”
“Literjons of it?”
“Two literjons.”
“What was intended with this wealth?”
Wealth?
she thought. She shook her head, feeling the coldness in his voice.
“Where I was born, water fell from the sky and ran over the land in wide rivers,” she said. “There were oceans of it so broad you could not see the other shore. I've not been trained to your water discipline. I never before had to think of it this way.”
A sighing gasp arose from the people around them: “Water fell from the sky . . . it ran
over
the land.”
“Did you know there're those among us who've lost from their catch-pockets by accident and will be in sore trouble before we reach Tabr this night?”
“How could I know?” Jessica shook her head. “If they're in need, give them water from our pack.”
“Is that what you intended with this wealth?”
“I intended it to save life,” she said.
“Then we accept your blessing, Sayyadina.”
“You'll not buy us off with water,” Jamis growled. “Nor will you anger me against yourself, Stilgar. I see you trying to make me call you out before I've proved my words.”
Stilgar faced Jamis. “Are you determined to press this fight against a child, Jamis?” His voice was low, venomous.
“She must be championed.”
“Even though she has my countenance?”
“I invoke the amtal rule,” Jamis said. “It's my right.”
Stilgar nodded. “Then, if the boy does not carve you down, you'll answer to my knife afterward. And this time I'll not hold back the blade as I've done before.”
“You cannot do this thing,” Jessica said. “Paul's justâ”
“You must not interfere, Sayyadina,” Stilgar said. “Oh, I know you can take me and, therefore, can take anyone among us, but you cannot best us all united. This must be; it is the amtal rule.”
Jessica fell silent, staring at him in the green light of the glowglobes, seeing the demoniacal stiffness that had taken over his expression. She shifted her attention to Jamis, saw the brooding look to his brows and thought:
I should've seen that before. He broods. He's the silent kind, one who works himself up inside. I should've been prepared.
“If you harm my son,” she said, “You'll have me to meet. I call you out now. I'll carve you into a joint ofâ”
“Mother.” Paul stepped forward, touched her sleeve. “Perhaps if I explain to Jamis howâ”
“Explain!” Jamis sneered.
Paul fell silent, staring at the man. He felt no fear of him. Jamis appeared clumsy in his movements and he had fallen so easily in their night encounter on the sand. But Paul still felt the nexus-boiling of this cave, still remembered the prescient visions of himself dead under a knife. There had been so few avenues of escape for him in that vision....
Stilgar said: “Sayyadina, you must step back now whereâ”
“Stop calling her Sayyadina!” Jamis said. “That's yet to be proved. So she knows the prayer! What's that? Every child among us knows it.”
He has talked enough,
Jessica thought.
I've the key to him. I could immobilize him with a word.
She hesitated.
But I cannot stop them all.
“You will answer to me then,” Jessica said, and she pitched her voice in a twisting tone with a little whine in it and a catch at the end.
Jamis stared at her, fright visible on his face.
“I'll teach you agony,” she said in the same tone. “Remember
that
as you fight. You'll have agony such as will make the gom jabbar a happy memory by comparison. You will writhe with your entireâ”
“She tries a spell on me!” Jamis gasped. He put his clenched right fist beside his ear. “I invoke the silence on her!”
“So be it then,” Stilgar said. He cast a warning glance at Jessica. “If you speak again, Sayyadina, we'll know it's your witchcraft and you'll be forfeit.” He nodded for her to step back.
Jessica felt hands pulling her, helping her back, and she sensed they were not unkindly. She saw Paul being separated from the throng, the elfin-faced Chani whispering in his ear as she nodded toward Jamis.
A ring formed within the troop. More glowglobes were brought and all of them tuned to the yellow band.
Jamis stepped into the ring, slipped out of his robe and tossed it to someone in the crowd. He stood there in a cloudy gray slickness of stillsuit that was patched and marked by tucks and gathers. For a moment, he bent with his mouth to his shoulder, drinking from a catchpocket tube. Presently he straightened, peeled off and detached the suit, handed it carefully into the crowd. He stood waiting, clad in loin-cloth and some tight fabric over his feet, a crysknife in his right hand.
Jessica saw the girl-child Chani helping Paul, saw her press a crysknife handle into his palm, saw him heft it, testing the weight and balance. And it came to Jessica that Paul had been trained in prana and bindu, the nerve and the fiberâthat he had been taught fighting in a deadly school, his teachers men like Duncan Idaho and Gurney Halleck, men who were legends in their own lifetimes. The boy knew the devious ways of the Bene Gesserit and he looked supple and confident.
But he's only fifteen,
she thought.
And he has no shield. I must stop this. Somehow, there must be a way to. . . .
She looked up, saw Stilgar watching her.
“You cannot stop it,” he said. “You must not speak.”
She put a hand over her mouth, thinking:
I've planted fear in Jamis' mind. It'll slow him some ... perhaps. If I could only pray
â
trulypray.
Paul stood alone now just into the ring, clad in the fighting trunks he'd worn under his stillsuit. He held a crysknife in his right hand; his feet were bare against the sand-gritted rock. Idaho had warned him time and again:
“When in doubt of your surface, bare feet are best. ”
And there were Chani's words of instruction still in the front of his consciousness:
“Jamis turns to the right with his knife after a parry. It's a habit in him we've all seen. And he'll aim for the eyes to catch a blink in which to slash you. And he can fight either hand; look out for a knife shift.”
But strongest in Paul so that he felt it with his entire body was training and the instinctual reaction mechanism that had been hammered into him day after day, hour after hour on the practice floor.
Gurney Halleck's words were there to remember:
“The good knife fighter thinks on point and blade and shearing-guard simultaneously. The point can also cut; the blade can also stab; the shearing-guard can also trap your opponent's blade. ”
Paul glanced at the crysknife. There was no shearing-guard; only the slim round ring of the handle with its raised lips to protect the hand. And even so, he realized that he did not know the breaking tension of this blade, did not even know if it
could
be broken.
Jamis began sidling to the right along the edge of the ring opposite Paul.
Paul crouched, realizing then that he had no shield, but was trained to fighting with its subtle field around him, trained to react on defense with utmost speed while his attack would be timed to the controlled slowness necessary for penetrating the enemy's shield. In spite of constant warning from his trainers not to depend on the shield's mindless blunting of attack speed, he knew that shield-awareness was part of him.
Jamis called out in ritual challenge: “May thy knife chip and shatter!”
This knife will break then,
Paul thought.
He cautioned himself that Jamis also was without shield, but the man wasn't trained to its use, had no shield-fighter inhibitions.
Paul stared across the ring at Jamis. The man's body looked like knotted whipcord on a dried skeleton. His crysknife shone milky yellow in the light of the glowglobes.
Fear coursed through Paul. He felt suddenly alone and naked standing in dull yellow light within this ring of people. Prescience had fed his knowledge with countless experiences, hinted at the strongest currents of the future and the strings of decision that guided them, but this was the
real-now
. This was death hanging on an infinite number of miniscule mischances.
Anything could tip the future here, he realized. Someone coughing in the troop of watchers, a distraction. A variation in a glowglobe's brilliance, a deceptive shadow.
I'm afraid,
Paul told himself.
And he circled warily opposite Jamis, repeating silently to himself the Bene Gesserit litany against fear.
“Fear is the mind-killer
. . . .” It was a cool bath washing over him. He felt muscles untie themselves, become poised and ready.